No. 8

"To choose is a gift and only a gift, there is not altering or returning of what one chooses in life."

That's my quote today. I was reading some poety by William Carlos Williams in AP English and the theme for one of the poems was that. I had my first Aero bar today, those things are so gross. Ok, so it's a chocolate bar pumped with air, so there's all these little air pockets inside the chocolate. SO GROSS, I was feeling all nostaglic about it because it's all an old Candian product. I change my mind, not all things old are great!

I think i'm fat, well my standards of today, I am fat, but I don't know what's wrong with me, I never eat candy and all of a sudden I've been craving chocolate. I'm not pregnant nor have I even been having sex as of the matter, but it's so damn weird. I feel like an old lady literally now, the reason being I take naps and I eat candy just like an old lady. Pretty soon, i'll be playing bingo.

It was the sweetest thing today, my friend Jennifer from Moses Lake sent me my Christmas gift. I was so touched. I know my friends in ML will always be my friends forever and they truly care about me. My friends in Bellevue aren't as loyal. I know that if anyone waved 100 dollar bill at them, they would crumble at the stakes and sell me out. They'd probably try to give me some of it too, if I made them feel bad. One may think that I can't make real friends here and they're just bad, well it's the only group that is barable. Everyone has cliches and they're so conscious about it. I knew if I did live in Bellevue, I might belong to more groups instead of my one steady friends. I love them, but I know that they're not going to be around forever. It's the corruption that has gotten to their brains, while the ML Crew is still forever the same, which I value, since I'm a creature of habit. That Aero bar was gross. Now, it makes me hate chocolate even more. ICK! Ok, back to the subject, i'm glad I learned this lesson though because if I stayed in ML, I would never know what the world is and how driven some people are by certain things i.e. money, fame, anything that makes them prominent.

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