Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Sunday, December 09, 2001

No. 10

I was doin' so good until I realized that I completely forgot to write on Saturday. I'm kinda mad, but I figure that it's okay if I slip once. So, today I did the whole Christmas tree thing and decorated our house and made it all jolly and holly like. I'm a Winnie the Pooh obsesser, so I even got a Winnie the Pooh tree topper, it's hella cool.

I was suppose to go out with my friends on Saturday, but totally didn't want to deal with them. I think I am antisocial sometimes. I like to hang out with them, but sometimes they act so immature. With my friends, we just can't go to Starbucks, hang out and talk. It's impossible with them. I guess that's life. I have like two friends were I can actually go to Starbucks and chill.

Everyone or at least the whole click with my friends that I'm really cheap. Not cheap, but I like great bargains. I do like bargains and I totally go to the sale stuff first, because I figure that I don't need clothes badly. I still have some with tags on, so it's not reall me to play 25 bucks for a shirt when I know it'll go on sale for 19.99 or something. So I wait and it even saves me money so I can go get Tiffany's jewelry, which I find is an investment unlike clothes. They probably think I'm cheap or whatever and don't have any money, but if anyone looks closer, they're realize something else. Princess thinks that all clothes from Abercrombie that isn't on sale is totally cool. One time, she bought these two sweaters from their because she needed sweaters, she only wears Abercrombie because she was trying to be like a cheerleader. The two sweaters were both gray, which defeats the whole purpose of colors you know and also they were totally similar. They were both turtlenecks and the same cut, one just had a different enormous tag on it. She bought because she says she likes the quality and she complains that her mom always buys her shitty stuff and never anything good, good meaning high end expensive shit. I started to wear Polo and stuff like that, I just naturally do, I buy anything I like not just to wear it because everyone else is wearing. I buy expensive stuff not because it is expensive, but one, I like it, two, I know the quality is great, so it's more like an investment because I use to buy Old Navy shirts and everyone can admit that their quality of clothing has gone done and whenever I wear a shirt from their, after two washes I have to throw it out because the cotton just gets all unraveled and it's just horrible. Princess starts saying she likes it because of the quality and shit like that, I'm like no, you like because everyone is wearing. She even changed listening to radio stations because the other people were listening to a different station. It pains me about how she is so ignorant and can't think for herself. Also, whenever she is wearing a brand, she makes sure to thrust it in your face, that's why she doesn't wear Gap stuff because their is no brand. She only had a wardrobe that is wearable for about two weeks, and the rest is garbage, but she still wears it. If she were a bargain shopper and went to the mall more often to scope things out, she would have priceless, timeless pieces. That's a hint for anyone too!

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