LB and "THE LIFE"

OH the days go by so fast...

You know, ok, maybe this will sound so bad in the future, but I was reading "pink is the new blog" and they were talking about Zack, this guy who is friends with Lo from LB and then OMG, he knows this girl that was a grade younger then my in HS and that goes to UCSB now. So weird, but I guess it figures, she seemed like a right match as a friend for him, but that brought me back to those days of HS. You know, the days of hanging out, shopping a lot, back then I didn't have quite as much clout as I did, or more like when you shop with friends you're no a mission, you just want to look cute and chat with them. Yea, it totally brought me back to the days of tanning, abercrombing it out, and just looking all LB, now a days, god no one does, not even the sorority girls, i'm really disappointed. But anyway, reading this guy's lj then I had seen him on myspace, yea, it seems like he has the live, it's so fab, you lay in the beach, work at a cool store, and a part of me is like, that would be so much fun to just have to worry about looking out and like hanging out because god forbid if I worked at a mall store or tanned until I was orange...but yea, it totally brought me back to those carefree days of always wearing white, not breaking a sweat walking to class, being glam while sashaying down the hallways, ok, fine I did that on my own and alone most of the times, but anyways, it was damn fun and now I look at how i'm graduating from college-CHRIST MAN, and that I have to get a job and wondering if there is life after not being a lawyer-although I can't picture myself not being a lawyer...a part of me wants to do like a ton of work, get mass amounts of money, and then just do pro bono work later. Help those "innocent" people, but anyways, yea I miss my days of like hanging out, just chilling, dressing up, getting ready, cruising in the car, it's like life's gotten too complicated where we don't do that anymore...sigh...and i'm going back to work on my 10 page paper. Yea, it seems like nothing besides teh fact it's due Tues and i've got a page...

I love the whole "california" vibe, but i'm sure i'd enjoy the NYC vibe too if it was offered to me minus the fact that I hate wearing coats, like I only enjoy a full puffy coat in full length with a massive fur hood or either i'm like, let's do away with coats because it just adds bulk and i'm already bulky, although it doesn't stop me from wearing puffy coats and vests, for some reason I like to think I am in hiding when I wear the puffers.