No. 233

Here I am again. At blogger, at college, sitting in the same chair, just a different room. Taping away at my laptop, realizing that for some reason, all I want to do is hang out on my unopened balcony and gaze deeply into the Space Needle. Yea, it's like I feel like i'm Kelly Clarkson of American Idol fame, once school started, I didn't have time for anything and I needed to do everything, now I have a solid 51 minutes before I head to sleep. It's strange, I can actually get to sleep now, I feel the area that I loathed, which is now my bed is ok, in fact, I enjoy it more, even though I have to stare at my bed. I mean, I've never gotten the whole connecting furniture motif, but i'm ok, because with the connection of my bed, I can just sit and type on my bed and just chill. This is what i'm donig now.

Living with people is nice, and I also realize how some people can't find roommates etc or enjoy their own rooms. I get it now, I honestly do. Also, I don' t know what's going on, but on Monday, I missed my parents and my home terribly. Like, I wanted to go home to eat dinner and ask my dad to take me back, but I thought, it'd just be a waste of resources. I'm so looking forward to going home. Racing up to my room, packing my weekend bag, taking the elevator down and heading straight towards the waiting car while everyone some how stares again. It's so weird, maybe their envious, but it's the same with going to the library. I myself, make many wardrobe changes a day, so it's only natural that I change into comfy yet stylish clothing to study in, so yes, I match, but it's very standard comfy clothing, so as I walk towards the library, someone are at all at me, they just chance by, and i'm thinking-is there a need for such a glance? I highly doubt it, and it wasn't like I wrapped myself with a pashmina over my sweatshirt.

I have nothing to say, annoying peeves have been vented, and 50 cent doesn't make me angry, but it makes me want to get up on my bed and do that vid ho dance. Yea, but I won't, knowing me, I'll probably fall off the bed and that just won't be what we call suave.

OH, I also got myself a new journal, but have cease to write in it. It's like I feel a loyalty to this thing, through good and bad. It's like buying Legally Blonde, if you get that one, u know you gotta get the other one too because well you need the set even though the movie wasn't as good. But anyways, I will be around...