No. 224

Ok, I miss my blog and now i'm blogging. So, I don't know what's the deal with me associating dark brown as ick. I don't like to wear it, yet it is very flattering on me and um... I own a lot of tan color things-so why not dark brown. I really don't know, but I must say, I think I enjoy dark brown.

After much searching, I finally got the W mag with Brit on it, dear god, and I realized, W is not a bad magazine, it has some pretty damn good articles minus Vogue ads. I was quite surprised, I figure they would have all this stuff I knew nothing about, but it's amazing, I actually enjoy it.

Ok, and now I look at my No. 223 post and it says, "i'm bored, I feel burnt out..." Ok, I am recalling back to memory that i've felt burnt out ever since my PG-13 rated Hawaii trip, it wasn't R rated-well sort of, but movie wise, it'd still get a PG-13 if it became a movie. So yea, I think i'm going to try that patting of concealer around the circles and get this new thing called a "pore minimizer" that apparently gives you the "airbrushed look." I enjoy the glow of subtle skin a la J.Lo and Lucy Liu, I enjoy it, but why can't I buy it. It's like, HELLO J.HO, you got the "glow parfum" paired with the J.Lo jumpsuit, but why can't we get the J.Lo glow near the face region?

It's been ridiculously hot, and yes, I have been very flustered by the heat and lack of sleep because it is so hot, so yea, i'm deprived.

Real World is quite interesting besides the fact that um, if CT would just constantly keep the hat/sunglass ensemble on, and not say a word-he's be hot, oh and I have a new love for the Osbournes-they're good, very good. Also, do keep really have to gyrate like that a la Justin Timberlake's "Senorita." It's quite risque and we all know that Brit isn't there to you know. Oh, and excuse-moi, um, Aston Kutcher is playing house and dad with Demi's kids. He goes to clubs with P. Puff Sean John Combs.

Oh, and why are so many young people getting married when they are so fearful of divorce? Is it the whole, "I don't think it will happen to me" motif. Seriously, I never get it, most times I think ok, if you're 30, early 30s, still young, but acceptable to get married, but if you're mid twenties to late, I just think it's a tad freakish. All I hope is if they don't get divorced.

A lot has been happening, I find that divorce runs rampant even to the best ones. I find that death is hard no matter who the person is, and it always seems so more personal when that person has touched your life. You never knew they would touch your life, especially if you've never meant them or only once in your life, but it's something they say, something they do, their motions, their actions, something that makes you remember them. It's so true when they say all experiences make you grow, rather you grow by the inch or by the foot, it happens, no matter what.

What's with the population of smokers? Now there seems to be more, is it the stress of the economy? Is it because now people aren't afraid to smoke and buy publically because they know celebrities are sucking it up? What's the deal man?

Also, what's with the Fam channel's "Changing Lives" thing about. Why is there always a rich one and a poor one and how they're like, "it's so small" or "i'm not use to this..." Hence changing lives, but I thought it'd be more like experiences of life as in different things people do, not just a change of atmosphere paired with more or less money?

Anyways, watching True Life now, and Already I don't feel compelled to, but will, because I have a loyalty to MTV. Oh yea, um... I was on a quest to find sunglasses this whole summer, I did it, and I've got that bad ass rock steady look-3 months of looking, one sale, rockin' again.