No. 189

Ok, What's wrong with me Part 2?

So, I have my best friend telling me I should stop smoking. I don't even smoke if you ask real smokers right, I don't drink if you ask real drinkers. My bestest is telling me it's so "UNATTRACTIVE" and bad for me. Ok, so this is the deal, I don't need to drink or smoke to have a good time. I do it for the odd reason well the reason of the media influencing me so much that I find holding an ultra methanol light with my pink cosmo while i'm dressed so czah makes me seem like, "whoa, she's hot!" It's this confidence something to do instead of sitting there like a duck looking dorky in some joint type of deal, not just I do it because I want to, I don't think people want to drink and smoke if they thought about it, but it's like a rite of passage, a thing, like drinking coffee. Coffee and tea are bad for you, they have carcinogens you know, but people still drink it like water?!? I really don't get it.

Oh, thanx Johnny Blog for posting again. I'm glad you enjoy it. At first, when I started this thing, I thought really no one cares or they'd think this was offensive or "so clueless" or whatever you have it. I'm glad that you acutally get pass it and just think about the true subjects at heart.

Oh, as for the freak stalker that came up to Bellevue.

So, I went onto the site, saw all his shit right. Go to ICQ, he has his work number, cell number, home number, addy all in his info. What does he want, to be dead by tomorrow? Seriously, does any sensible person leave all that info on the world wide web for anyone random freakazoid to access? I don't get that either. Sure, he says "he's the life of the party," but does that mean having personal info on there for everyone from Alaska to the Artic to see it. Oh, and the freakish thing is that when I was standing in front of my frig getting my daily o.j. I was thinking, "ewwwww, but anyways, he lives in the bad part of Bellevue anyways..." Then I proceed to laugh because it dawned on me that I had become Miss Zsa Zsa Gabore or one of those rich ladies who do lunch who wear costume jewelry to sleep and full face of makeup. Ok, so what I deem as bad part of Bellevue is when your entering Bellevue from I-90 and on the right side of Bellevue Way is bad Bellevue, on the left side of Bellevue Way is good Bellevue. The left side only makes up about 3 percent of good Bellevue, it's the predominately white none crime never seen a middle eastern person there at all in my life where you can see five mercedes driving in a row while going home type of area. The other side is basically everything but... I couldn't believe I said it, I laughed at that too. God, who am I to judge what side Bellevue is better, anyways Bellevue is top dog, I mean, teachers can't live in Bellevue, Bellevue Chamber of Commerce workers can't live in Bellevue, Microsoft workers can't live in Bellevue, I mean, Bellevue is untouchable, and I don't even live there, I live exclusively in this place where Bill Gates makes his play area, Medina. A town, like Clyde Hill, it has it's own police force that governs 3000 people with 20 guys, and some FBI retired guy, whatever, they just eat donuts anyways. It's where you can take a picture with the police before you head to the prom next to their white Expedition. Life sometimes ceases to amaze me.

Side note: Got the Victoria's Secret catalog, realized clothing much like Samantha on Sex and the City, realized, if you're slightly fat, cannot wear it. Also realized, I hate VS. I mean, seriously, there's always some old guy trying to buy naughty lingerie for his wife, girlfriend, and since it's the millenium, will get a few panties for his daughter. Let me just pass out. Who wants to shop with that while you're trying to find your 36C in the Victoria's Secret Water bra or gel if you prefer? Seriously, oh, and I don't wanna see no guy sniffing at the Strawberry's and Champagne scented lotion they have either, just don't do it.