No. 133

Oh Boy, OH BOY!

I'm feeling odd today. It's so weird, but i've finally realized that my emotions are totally mixed up through the month, i.e. I think it's the added horomones. Today was ok, I got to wear my "bohemian" outfit. I was very proud of that. Also I got to wear my clunky Doc Marten sandals that I wear about twice a year. Very proud of myself. I've been majorly busy. I don't know what happens. Yesterday I had the movie, so I couldn't go to the gym. Tomorrow I have to hit the mall, dire circumstances there. On Friday is Jen's party. Some time during spring break i'm suppose to meet with my graduation card maker, get a passport because mine expired and i'm not 16 or above, which means that the common application doesn't apply, so I have to go to some "guy" and get some "special" application, not to mention that I need to take my knowledge test, then take my drive test. Not to mention that my father hates to chauffeur me around and he's shown his disgust my being late and groveling. You would think the only daughter he has that is soon to go to college and what does he want to do, just kick me out? Seriously, if I was a boy and enjoyed all the things he does, there wouldn't be any of this. I feel so elated, yet totally panicked, yet totally fearless and scared at the same time. I hate mixed emotions day. They're just not normal. Oh, sorry for the lack of sectioning this time and last.