No. 125

I'm an idiot, so trying to do this whole new year's event thing. Well, let's say we're failing.

Ok, change of plans, I realize this, I should actually eat a good breakfast or just some form of breakfast then i'll be happier in the morning and at lunch I won't be eating so much nor to mention when I get home from the gym I won't need that killer snack to hold me over until I gorge myself on dinner. I'm going to follow the rules that I saw in some magazine. "Eat like a king for breakfast, eat like a (I don't know, but the second below king?) for lunch, and eat like a jester for dinner." It makes sense, at first I was thinking I should not eat breakfast, but it's made me really sad and none happish, not to mention that when I get home from the gym, I always tell myself I won't eat a snack yet I manage to eat my whole dinner worth in snacks. It's simply horrendous. I have three months, PLEASE GOD LET ME DO THIS. I have to say though that I am getting a lot more toner in my arms, so at least maybe I'll have semi decent arms when I go to Hawaii so I can actually wear arm bearing shirts. I know i'll probably not get the whole Britneyequse abs or any abs at all, I figure i'll probably be wearing the same old one piece, a tankini if i'm lucky and maybe a tube top while just lying flat on the sand, but not with anything else. I HOPE SO I HOPE SO.

Obsession with Fashion

At the gym, all of a sudden Harper Bazaar is calling at me. Not only did I think it was horrid magazine, but I simply wanted to pick it up so I could look at the advertisments. Yes, I am so obsessive compuslive with fashion. They're simply wonderful, yet I think i've got over my whole obsessed with Prada Kate Spade Ebay Eluxury all that crap. I mean, it's great, but like my mom said, if I start to buy all that stuff now, what will I look forward to when i'm twenty. My cousin also said the same thing. I will keep my one and only Prada a Kate Spade. Like in the article I read, i'll make a list of the things I want and each trial and tribulation, i'll have succeed to buying it, this article ever featured the ultimate accessory, the HANDBAG. It's not a purse, it's not a bag, it's a HANDBAG. Yes, there were categories of who the people where, and the main point was buying a bag that is worth it, not buying a bag simply because it is Prada, no just buying it because it's functional, not because of the obscene price. I will stick to this motto. I've already rearranged my wardrobe to a seasonal one, I will now look for good necletic pieces to contribute to my wardrobe. I am very happy with what my closet has gone through. At first I thought it was rather sad that my closet was so bear, but I can deal with it, it's simply glamourous. Not to mention that i'll actually look more put together rather then some freak who just wears the new things simply because they're the new duds that haven't been worn yet. Also, i'm going to make it a fact to wear the actual seasonal clothes during the season. In the winter, I never worn sweaters, just big coats, which was a mistake considering I had some really nice sweaters. Also the fact that in the summer I have tons of skirts, but never wear them. I always buy them because it's a great deal, but I never wear them, now in the summer, I will make it a fact to wear them since I'll be restricted to wear them. I CAN DO IT, I KNOW I CAN.