Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Friday, March 29, 2002

No. 129

Loathing Dictionary Man

I understand why I he's so annoying. Ok, so call me jealous or just call me whatever, i'm not any of these things, i'm just stating that what he says to us is complete bull shit. He says this, "we're friends..." Hence thinking our whole group, but whenever he talks to someone, which is really Jen, he always says, "hey, jen, ...." Not "hey you guys..." That's the problem, that's the reason why he gets under my skin. Like for instance we all know this necletic old lady that goes to Safeway, he doesn't tell us all that he has something to share about the old lady, but says, "hey jen, remember that old lady..." That's why it annoys me, because he always says we're friends, but we never are, he's just friends with Jen. That's why i'm annoyed.

Prada

Ok, my ebay fisaco is over for at least now. I will not buy Prada bags online at all. I will go to the store and buy the damn thing for 500-600 bucks, I will not buy a presumably authentic if or if not for 200-300 bucks. I will just tact on the extra hundred or so and buy the real thing.

Father's friend of an idiot

So, this guy is such a BSer. Seriously, he befriends my father for the sole reason of knowing that my father is A. Loaded B. Knows his shit and that's it. He talks big, but he doesn't back it up. He says he has 5 acres of land, now he says he has 3.5 acres. He says he as a Benz, now he says it's his friends. He says he has some rental properties. Yea that's true, in the shitty part of the town. He tried to get my father to give him one of his scrolls that costs dear buddha knows how much, and get this, for FREE. This coming from a man that lets my father pay for many thing, invites him over to dinner and doesn't have enough there to feed him. Seriously, he has dinner parties without enough food. It's like the biggest horror and then he apologizes and says he'll take us out again, well it's been a couple of mouths. He takes his son who is on antibiotics out in the cold weather and calls my dad five minutes away asking to have coffee. They're not college students anymore, my father doesn't go out on a whim and say what the hell. No, they're old, some people have no self respect. Also, he says he wants a house in Medina and we should find one for me, that was the end of that talk. All this shit, and my dad still puts up with him. Why, because he's the only person that relatively knows his shit too and that he has a great son that is a complete terror.

UW

Another anxiety attack, another day waiting...

YM vs. Actual Women's Magazine

So after I finished reading Jemima J. It was a great book by the way, one of the best. I realized that girly magazines as in YM and all that jazz never have really skinny models. They're always healthy yet sorta skinny. In Women's mags, the girls are always I guess one shall say "heroin chic" or extremely twiggy like. Also, dude, the Versace ads, I don't need to see boobs or ass anywhere or everwhere. Dear god, and might I ask that's gotta be a weird shoot to be on while you're on the beach next to those people.

Ten Things I Hate About You

Dude, saw the movie on TV. HOTT, I've loved it, I have a secret crush on Drewski. Also, Cruel Intentions, definitely great movie but Sarah Michelle Gellar's kiss is really annoying with the girls. Wanted to see Osbournes, i'm still pissed that I haven't seen the last two episodes.

Ok, would you all like to know my lust list, here it is ( order of importance)

Prada Messenger Bag preferably in Miele, but will take Black as well.
Pave Diamond Chunky Ring (real, not that damn cubic whatever).
Anya Hindmarch bag preferably a beach seen or that Princess cat.
Tiffany and Company Sterling Silver Ring to match my necklace and bracelet ( the collection will be complete my then).

See this is the problem, after i've got all those things this is what i'll probably want:

Tiffany Mesh Bracelet
Tiffany Mesh Ring
Prada Pouchette in Black
Louis Vutton Pouchette in standard print
Burberry's Scarf (realization when walking on UW campus and it was late March and everyone had a scarf)

After all this, they're probably be more:
See, that's the whole problem, once I get something, I have it and it's not fun anymore. I'm like a guy. I'm in for the chase and when I have it, I have to find something else. I just can't be satisifed with it. Does this mean the same with men? What if i'm a men-a-izer. QUEL HORREUR! OH LA LA. TANGENT: Confirmation: Bathrooms at UW clean. Slightly concerned for people who don't get away for Spring Break, they like the place too much, a tad scary. Also consider the fact that during Spring Break, nothing it open at the campus except the dorm rooms. Second thing, what if I have one of those dormates and at that time, she's snooping through all my shit. DEAR BUDDHA, what to do?