No. 88

I can't win...

No matter what occurs in my family, I will lose. It's a fact, I tell my mom something like she missed a spot on some dish, and it's a full out attack on me. DEAR BUDDHA, oh god I find it quite amusing, yet totally unsettling at the same time. You think you want to help someone, and what do they do, they start fighting with you.

Old People...in SUVs...

I realized old people can't drive big cars or any cars at all during days when there is free parking. It's President's Day, so automatically every is out trying to get free parking, old people finding parking spots is simply horrid, not to mention old people in giant Lincoln Navigators taking up two lanes trying to find a parking spot.

I feel bad.

I try to blog everyday, yet I am totally screwing it up and didn't blog I believe Sunday and some days back. Also, I tried to fix my archive seeing that many people have their full archive, then I did all this stuff, it failed and miraculous it's there before my eyes. Sometimes I think i'm ultra suave with comps, but i'm really not, that html shit is really shit you know.

Actions of People

This girl, if you really want to know, Miss Anime Freak called me up and asked what I wanted for my b-day. She was like I think I found something, she found something that she gave to me for X'mas, so I prefer not having a double thing, also not to mention that it's total shit as well. It's those cheap Chinatown Umbrellas that you buy as a tourist in San Francisco simply because you need some sort of souvenir. Anyways, I don't know, maybe it's the Chinese in me, but why woudl I want some Chinese Umbrella that's clearly marked for tourists, not to mention that my people of China made it. So, it' really like i'm getting the lack lustre labor of China? Also, what the hell am I suppose to do with the thing. It's not like it's hangable, and it's not like i'm just gonna open it up and prop it by some chair? It's not big enough to use either. Sometimes, I really wonder about her. Then she couldn't remember if she gave it to me, or Bee, so she asked. I was like, dear god, don't pass the damn umbrella to anyone else. Especially someone of Asian decent. It's kinda odd when you think about it, it's like getting some boy Nike shoes when he works in the sweatshops making those things? Simply ironic right? Anyways, she wouldn't get off the phone, she's totally against talking on the phone, yet she wanted too. She tried to do laundry at the same time, but I guess her machine is really loud, so I procceed to yake, and she proceeded not to hear me. Also, now I know the 411. She's not having a b-day if she is looking forward to my b-day, also quite ironic, how does she know that i'm inviting her? I mean, I could be totally mean and not. Well, i'm not going to be that mean, i'm actually do this party for almost everyone accept Miss Jewish Princess of Medina because well it's my last birthday at high school and you know, "back in the old days...(ghetto?)." Also, if I invited the Princess, I know no one, repeat no one would come to my party. I'm also not inviting any newbies or semi-ish friends, it's not happening. I also realize some other dirt, but nothing important until it plays out on Wednesday.

Shopping tomorrow...

Totally excited, i'm gonna go shopping tomorrow. Entirely excited. I saw this AF pants that looked decent, I might want them, but i'm not sure because they're 55 bucks, i'm frugal. If they fit right, i'm gonna for it, if they aren't, then no. I realized I have enough pairs of pants to last me 3 weeks without wearing the same one, does that mean i'm going to wear all of them, no... I wear a select few, partially because I got bored of them.

Today was kick ass...

I went to bed at 1ish yesterday, so totally thought i'd be passed out still arouns 8:45ish. Well, I got up and went to the gym with my mommy. It was quite nice, I actually felt energized afterwards and I was totally chillin' listening to my Faithfully cd. Also, I catched up with my reading, yes, I am reading three books, yes THREE. Environmental Science is having me read Ishmael, I am reading Pride and Prejudice for AP English, and I am reading The Season for myself, because I like reading outside of school untill I had to read three books. TANGENT: Saw the cutest dog on 12th, looked like Old President Bush's dog, quite nostaglic, yet totally afraid the water man coming down the hill would run it over... It was cute, hopfully not dead though.

Policemen on high alert.

Today, I must have seen 5 policemen both in cars and motocycles. Yes, I knew they weren't patrolling the Krisy Kreme area either. I also realized that never in our lives did we ever say the word terrorism. A lot of people knew it was in the dictionary, but never had the need to say it. Now, it's everywhere, it's not just refering to 911, it's referring to "how the people are terrorising the stores... the stock market is being terrorised by MSFT... yada yada yada..." It was strikes me quite funny, also the fact that when I was obsessed with the terrorism deal, I remember Matt Lauer saying, "when I was at the studios and saw what had happened, I wrote down on my legal pad, 'pure terrorism..." I found it so quite amusing. I would have written, 'OMG' 'Dear Buddha, puleeze insure the safety of everything in my life, especially Lucky...' I am greedy and totally value my material items-most of them. It'd be quite shocking if something happened to them.

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