No. 162

Oh dear, oh dear...


So I was thinking, about how it doesn't matter, yet it does matter. Ok, the whole deal with cars and clothes and all that materialistic shit while in high school. Seriously, I mean, I keep telling myself that it doesn't matter, but it DOES matter. All this stuff, tells us what we value, and what type of people we are. Because when we're walking around the mall or going somewhere, you don't talk to all the strangers, so they don't know your personality, but they see your clothes and can convey what type of person you are. This all stemed from my bowling night on Friday. Bee and her friend Tae has a BMW 318 entry level car with rims, yes, rims,and everyone was saying that his car is such the shit, because it's new, while Jennie-O is like the blazer is the badass and that's it, while excursions are totally more better simply because they're bigger, but she failed to look at that point. Me of course, in my Benz 280E is totally lagging, yet I realize that Tae and his BMW and Jennie-O and her car, are totally new money. Does it matter, seriously, it's a car, it gets you places, yet they're totally psyched about it, while I just look at my car, get in, and go to QFC. More to come later. Okay, i'm back. Seriously, I ask myself does it matter, naturally you say no, but why am I dwelling on it? To me, it does matter though, because for some reason just because I don't drive something new or that I get my things on sale, it seems like i'm less of a person, when really, i'm more of a person. I've found the real me or whatever that aura is about. I don't know anymore, it just gets to me how they can be like that.

Weight scales

My dad broke it. He got on, and the spring just gave up. It was saying, see you later, when you're not fat. God, that was funny.

Prom going

I told Jen, I was freaking out. I told Alison and she totally understands. Jennie-O is a bit dense, so she might be like, WHY THE HELL? I'll have to explain more, but i'm sick of it. She has a boyfriend and she should just chill with him. He's actually pretty ok, but because he's 15 and she's 18, it is still unacceptable. He's the type of guy she needs to go out with, but he just needs to be older. Only thing, oh and a little more buffer, with that, it'll bring many attributes. I think she's fatter then he is. It's rather sad.

Happy Mother's Day!

I've never gotten this psyched about it. It's odd. TANGENT: I'm all about shopping and clothes. I mean, it's vain, but it's me, it's all about me, and what I do. Yes, I have hobbies, but i'm a muli-tasker all efficient type of gal, so it's not like i'm going to be collecting stamps for eternity. OK, went to this Ikebana Flower arrangement thing, this pineapple was saying he spends around 5 hours just arranging one piece. Seriously, five hours on flowers, sure, you love it, but is it worth five hours so it will go bad in a few days? I just like to throw some flowers into a vase and be done with it. It's really just about the beauty of the flower falling naturally in the vase, not how you contort it. Might I add, the boy was getting a little too strained with the whole incident too, a lot of heaving occurred.

Osbournes

The season finale really sucked. Dude, I don't want to watch him eat dinner. Also, they say it's 20 million, but no one has confirmed it. Seriously, getting a tad antsy.

Jamba Juice

We need one at Bellevue Square. Tiffany's & Co. opened, i'm not gonna go yet because it's all Mother's Day so no one will want to wait on you, until you are buying a mother's day gift. I'm thinking about getting a ring there. I think I might make a trip over to Jamba Juice one day. I really want to go to there. I'll check out the site, do they have a site?