No. 158

DUDE, what's the deal, I never blog. Wait, I haven't blogged in three days. Seriously, what's wrong. I don't get it. It's funny how new things wear out. I mean, I love this thing, blogged every day, sometimes twice, now three days and I don't even miss it. I'm like a guy, i'm in for the hunt, and when I have it, it's off to something new. I've realized this with handbags. Sure, I thought my collection would be complete with my Prada and Kate Spade, now I want another Prada, a Louis Vuitton, an Anya Hindmarch, and something that isn't coming to my head at the moment. Seroiusly, and I thought it was over.

Weather?

I seriously get concerned sometimes about the whole GreenHouse Gases Global Warming type of deal. It's happening and no one seems to be doing anything about it. I've noticed our weather here in Seattle has been out of funk. It can't get it's rhythm down. It's hailed four times this year, and it's never hailed at ALL. Odd huh? Anyways, for those people who don't know what i'm doing, i'm writing about frivlous things such as weather.

Summer reads:

As followed, I took the AP ENG Test and there was this one excerpt from Kiss and Tell by Alain de Boutton, which was published in 97, can you believe that, a really MODERN section. Normally it's like on Shakespeare and we can all guess how long he's been dead. Anyways, It's going to be Kiss and Tell, Sex in the City, Short Stories of Fitzgerald, Emma, possibly The Age of Innocence, but that's a really dense read. I really enjoy Jane Austen's and Charlotte Bronte novels that I have read in class. I enjoy reading "old literature," but sometimes the story lines among the aged themes and instances don't quite relate so much to everyday life in Bellevue.

Senioritis is now beginning and the school year is gone...gone...gone...(reference to an NSYNC song HEY: they're cute)

Ok, so now i've taken AP ENG and that's it. I think I will have two finals and that will probably be it. Love's such a bitch isn't it? I know this is simply horrid of me, but i'm excited for college. The independent nature of myself. I know that nothing will change. I won't be that raver or partier out smoking my cigarettes or boozing it up. I know that I won't be that geek in the library. I won't have a label. I'll probably do everything in between. This may come to a shocker to everyone, but i've never been to a high school party. Our high school isn't keen on school spirit and well, a lot of parents have nice houses they intend of keep nice. Most of the time, the parties are in some ways so far a way, like when Cher goes to the valley for some party in Clueless, that's how it is here. So, i've never been to a party, I figure, WILL I GO TO A PART IN COLLEGE? Seriously, will that be my goal. Frankly, I really don't care to get buzzed and high and then vomit myself during the evening. Seriously, I'm not much of a dancer while holding a sticky liquid type of gal while watching to make sure that my shoes aren't being scuffed. I'm more of a one on one together sitting at Central Perk reference to Friends get together on Sex in the City for breakfast type of girl. That's what i've always envisioned myself, but boozing at parties, au contraire, maybe i'm too much of a loser to go to one. I mean, I don't consider myself as a loser, there are a lot of people that are losers worst than me, but seriously, in four years of my high school life, i've never once been to a party with booze, keeping in mind that I go to a school in a big city. Maybe that's a myth, how they say that kids in cities are more likely to smoke and drink, while people in towns are more likely to smoke and drink. I mean, people in towns such as Moses Lake are heavy smokers and drinkers man. They have police that patrol the dunes-where the party's at. It's bad down there. If I lived there, would I be a smoker and a drinker too. I came from there, I knew girls in middle school that were doing it and smoking it and not to mention, some girl in 8 grade or was it 7th, no it was 8th who had a KID ALREADY. That was a shocker, I was shocked when I found some girl with a box of condoms in her locker, but a KID, give me a break peeps? I know, freaky, maybe I live in this realm of perfectness besides the ruffles in my bed spread? I'm still not convinced that COLLEGE WILL ALTER MY STATE OF MIND, i've been altered by my move to Medina, it's good enough for me. I guess I can see why kids with their parents making six figures can't fathom the fact that some people just don't have enough money to go out and eat and rather stay home and chill. I understand that, what else is there, what, some girl will say the holocaust didn't happen, sure, there's lots of views, am I gonna be shocked? Give me a fucking break, life altering change, go abroad, it changes you, yea, that's what the rich say, why, cuz they've been stuck in the same rut for god knows how long and realize, traveling is great, a long vacation. My words, "Whatever."