Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Tuesday, May 07, 2002

No. 159

I don't know why it annoys me, actually I do, but why do I let it get to me.

The girl who is going to get free tuition to any state college today knows my name yet asks me if i'm a senior, even though we've had classes together and she should know, since she's the class president secretary or whatever. Seriously? Her people skills suck, and that's why it gets to me, that she gets free tuition. Just like the fact that the guy going to Stanford can't spell intellectual. He spells it intillectual. Yes, we all have faults, but these are quite large if you're persuing more education you know, it's quite concerning that they are going to be the future's Corporate America.

Mother's Day arriving...

I totally spaced, and now I must scurry on tomorrow after school, since it's a early release day, and go buy something for my mother. Worst thing, I JUST WANT TO SHOP FOR MYSELF, not to mention that I have no idea what to get her. I'm just dreaming of makeup and clothes and smoothies right now. I'm so bad, i'm so selfish, what the hell can I do about it, yes, I bicker and moan and groan and in the end, I do shit. Today though I feel rather republican. There was this story on the news, yes I was watching the news surprisingly, and they said that CEOs get this big pension and how it isn't really fair to the other people in the company who deem themselves important, like you have to share the wealth. Ok, they're smart, they secured they're retirement, and so what if it includes a driver and car for life among free fax machines and cell phones, seriously, they're smart, you're stupid and don't have the privelgde. It's not like they're going to give it up so you can have the fax machine, WHATEVER, who'd be that stupid. They tried to sway American into the whole "that's not fair...blah blah blah." My take, seriously, WHATEVER, and if they're smart enough and you can't get the same, too bad!

UW

I'm freaked, there are way to many people from Bellevue High going to UW. I predict that the numbers will be around 75 out of a 301 graduating class. Making me slightly nervous, some people I'd love to see, others, well...let's just not say anything shall we.

Today seems like a really bad day...

Horrifying experience with the BMW, I think it hates me or wants to kill me, i'm just leaving it at that. Two plane crashes. Seattle Slew dies. That Ariel Sharon bombing deal. Horrific moments. V. sad. Anyways, off to watch the OSBOURNES, oh, I WILL NOT FALL ASLEEP, (I hope).