Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Wednesday, May 08, 2002

No. 160

Orgasmic

I thought for a while I wasn't able to orgasm while shopping. It really shocked me. Well, over a pair of Roxy Hawaiian Navy Blue Mule on sale runners, I orgasmed. It was quite nice, after all, I was looking at the bag, but was unable to fork over 38 bucks for that canvas messenger bag, while I happened to be looking from outside into Zumiez this skirt, and there, I caught the eye of the Van slip in runners. They were nice, the orange ones were on sale-no thank you, but while wondering about, I found, the print, it was heaven. There was definitely an aura around it. I know it's "the one." Unlike my whole prom fisaco, that was the one, but then I got home, and the shoes are nothing like pumas, hence the price. The shoe bottom is tremendously heavy, quite heavy. It's like lugging your foot, but i'm going to sacrifice being hurt and just wear the things. I'm thinking its like a foot gym, lifting your foot while walking probably will give it some more muscle. I hope. Saw my friends, I really enjoy shopping by myself. My friends are such mall rats. They never buy anything and always try on weird clothing and sparkle themselves up and then go home. Seriously, when I go shopping, I actually buy stuff and rarely don't. I also bought this killer lippie at The Body Shop in Blackberry. It's quite nice, and five bucks I was willing to spare. I also got this very "western" trendy shirt for ten bucks in the Banana Republic. I swear, they always have good deals. The gap had shit, seriously, you know that there isn't good stuff or a sale when no one is in it, sometimes I ask myself I bother going in. Surprisingly, I didn't venture into AF, I find that their clothes are getting more hideous, not to mention that also I have this 15% off thing, yet I have still to use it, i'll just probably buy a pair of jeans. I have this great pair of jeans from AF, they're so nice, I love their jeans, but they're shirts are really bad quality and I guess I have a long torso, so it never quite works out.

Driving stick.

I just don't get it, no matter what I do, how calm I stay, either A. kill engine B. overrive engine this all occurs only on hills. I could be going the slowest as in a snail and not kill the engine, but with hills, I just can't deal. I don't know why. Seriously, it's really killing me, and also the damn garage almost killed the car, it was not joyous. I think the car wants to kill me, it really has it out for me. I'm not surprised if that car actually did kill me. That would suck. I'll also be driving to bowling. I rather enjoy it, well I'm going to go bowling and pizza or whatever on Friday. My friend Jen is taking all these people, but I just like driving by myself. You get their quicker, you don't need to take anyone home or to there, and plus, I have piano, so I have a good excuse. I'm also curious of meeting her "new beau" who is 15 and she's 18. I know, that is just wrong, she has issues, if you think about it, i'm thinking the same thing.

Makeup

I haven't been compelled to buy any? There is nothing good. Everything looks not worth the money or just like everything else I have. TANGENT: Handbag, saw a Celine, champagne color and red messenger style pack with three compartments similar to Prada and the price was a whopping 490 bucks without tax, not to mention that the strap wasn't even leather, it was some cotton material. I know, give me a break, but why do we like it so much, A. the shape is wonderful, B. damn hello it's a CELINE?