No. 36

IT seems BLOGGER is working. Thanx god. Finally, now there's updated blogs and stuff.

Ok, so now i'm going to talk about something totally either irrelevant or totally important. Either way it can be argued. I was watching Dawson's Creek re-run because I haven't watched the whole thing before. Yes, I watch Dawson's, i'm a big tv teen prime time type of person sans the lawyer shows. So, Joey says something really profound as she said it was, here goes, " it doesn't matter what you choose because nothing is right or wrong, you only have consequences." Ok, so if nothing is right or wrong, then how come there are negative consequences and positive consequences? I mean we can basically imply that right is positive and wrong is negative? Apparently for the writers on Dawson's, that must have taken them forever and I was thinking, wow, that is profound, but you can't dwell on it, or you come up with the said above answer. Quite astonishing.
So, today I had a heart attack for about 30 minutes. It was quite aggravating I might say. During school, I started talking about the UW from all these people who aspire to go there and college in general. We were ranking on the U because they haven't given out admissions to people yet except a very few. I didn't even get a confirmation card, even though I sent it on 11/20/01. I was of course in hysterics because by god, WHAT IF THEY DIDN'T GET IT? I sent it priority mail and everything too, I mean I have total documentation that it was received and all this stuff, so I mean no way they can stick a "no, you didn't reply, case close type of thing." So, I call them and the phone is BUSY, WTF, I didn't know that the phone could be BUSY. I had to go to the gym though, because as from the below blogs, it's my one and only resolution. I might say I really enjoy it because I feel more upped and definitely I think my bod is looking a less bloated, water logged, constipated, what have you. So, off on my tangent, so my mom is calling for me because she is so nice, in the meantime, i'm freaking out at the gym, I couldn't listen to my Mary J. Blige because I HAD NO BATTERYS, because they were LOW. Kiss my ass batteries. As well as there were tons of people there, so the music was barely audible. Worked out for an hour, came home and then I couldn't get into the door. My dad went to get mail, I didn't have a key, and my mom was of all things, SLEEPING. I'm about to piss my pants knowing what's going on, then I stand at the door and tell me, it doesn't matter, you have to be patient, because there isn't anything you can do anyways because it's kinda late. So, finally, i'm in the house, locate mom, then she's like yea I called, they got it, I got through fine, I don't know what your problem was. First though, wow, that was a tremendously great heart attack, I'm getting the hang of this. Secondly, their PR work fucking sucks. I mean, come on, get it together, I mean WSU is equally as good, #2, and they can get it together.

So today in math class, totally chilling and doing nothing while the teacher is explaining god knows what, realize that the sole person whose a totally slacker is actually AWAKE and listening. Did not know what was going on. Ok, way excited for the Real World, I love any show that's totally about the real world when technically you can argue that it's not. I just like it, because it's so funny how they get all emotional about stupid things or how someone makes them feel, I love the cryers. I don't really like shows like Survivor and stuff, I use to, but then it's the exact same thing and it gets boring. Ok, another class story, was in Contemporary World and just totally minding my own business and talking to a few people. All of a sudden, this girl named Jill, she's rather nice to me even though everyone thinks she's a bitch, comments on my bracelet, it's one of those Legally Blonde Tiffany Tag Bracelets, and I didn't really hear what she was saying, so i'm like, "yea, I'm gonna get the necklace too." Everyone swoops around in their chair and checks it out, I mean at our school, there are a lot of tag bracelets, at least 10 I bet. So, it's not really a big deal to me at least, because to me, it seriously isn't. All of a sudden there seemed to be this whole aura around me because of my bracelet. I mean, I really don't get it. I've stumbled upon some blogs who say things like yea, i'm driving my Lexus and I'm such a girl who enjoys Abercrombie and blah blah blah. Ok, first of all, does it really matter you wear Abercrombie or drive a Lexus. This is the problem with the world today and their new money, Ok, so i'm gonna get G'd up rite now and say, yes I drive a Mercedes, I rock a Rolex, Wear a Tiffany's bracelet, I like Prada, Kate Spade, and Abercrombie among other things including MAC as well as I really enjoy Wal-Mart and any good deal. Does that really matter? I mean, why do people have to say that stuff, does it all of a sudden make you so much more cooler or intriguing? I don't get it, oh and in the same class, there's this girl named Miss Prissy. She's in my previous blogs. She's the Medina Jewish Princess, take what you like from that connotation. Oh, and Medina is where we live, not the Medina that is worshipped by many in the religion sect. So, I could totally see she was pissed off, because no one has ever paid that much attention to her! She always tries to make a scene in the sense someone will notice, no one does. Today, she asked me what I got on my assessment paper. I don't like to share with her because she gets all bitchy about how she got a lower grade then me, which is all the time, and also when she gets a higher grade, she totally gloats. I hate it, so I don't tell her, and she gets all offensive. What happened to grades were private and that's why they post your student number? I mean, is there a rule somewhere that says I have to show my grade to everyone? She gets all mad that I don't, is there some sort of privvy that people who talk to me get to know what my grade is?

Great tangents and thoughtful insights together while I got g'd up. YEA!

Goddess_333