No. 68

Today, there was something that made me hate someone. Not really hate, but just disgusted by the person. It revolves a favorite past time toy of many young girls and possibly boys. I personally didn't like it. I'm not gonna get into it because my mind is telling me not to. Not in fear or what I might say, but it's just too damn long to write and I think i'm ready to forget about it.

I transitioned from Qwest or what use to be USWEST when I had it to MSN. It was quite traumatic, but not that much. My dad called again, he thinks we're gonna forget him at the bus station or something. I find it rather amusing. I've ranted about this friend, Alison, it's over and i'll get to it another time when I feel more like it. I think Diet Pepsi with a Twist of Lemon makes you really calm and serene.

So, I'm gonna write a side note. Eddie Bauer man, this guy whose fluent in French, dresses and works and lives at Eddie Bauer. He applied to the same college and still hasn't been accepted. He's more smarter, i'm more motivated, he flunked French something and now he got deferred from Early Action and he's still waiting for an answer. Me, well I applied usually, but during Nov., really early since the deadline is March, well I got in with scholarships. What makes me pissed is that every college I applied to said yes before the application deadline, but UW. WHY WHY WHY, it'd be amazing if they didn't accept me though, i'd be really shocked and I guess fate would say that I shouldn't go there.

I'm really calm right now. I think i'll try my hand at Cheez-Its. They look so great and taste gross too, but I had to buy a box. I think it's the whole salt thing that gets to me. Anyways, no one good is on rite now, except Jennie-O Turkey. I mean, she's great, but she's not a talker considering that she's all up in Cereal's mind rite now. Cereal as in her "long term relationship" god knows what. I really don't care anymore, i'm just creating high blood pressure for her. I'm not gonna pray for her either, or tell Buddha to watch over her, because it'll be her own stupidity that gets her. Just like how I don't feel pity for all those fools who put all their retirement money into Enron knowing they couldn't take it out. I have no pity, let the weak weed itself out.

Goddess_333