Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Friday, December 28, 2001

No. 28

Ok, I just watched Martha Stewart twice, something i'd deafly wrong with me. Totally feel like a scrub today, but i'm ok with it because it's my break after all i'll have to live with my whole "theory" for about five or six months. I really wish I can go to Thailand, but the thing is that my dad is so cheap and i'm kinda scared of flying. I mean, what if I just happened to get on the plane with some shoe bomber. I mean, all my life I have been striving to get up to the next plateau of college, if I don't make it, then my life has been a total waste. I think William Carlos Williams had a poem about some athletic that was died and it was better that he died then to become a really bad sportscoster like that one guy who got all the publicity. I'm not a sports fan, I watched our High School's State football game at home and I play tennis. That's just about all you know. Anyways, today is a total ramble, I think whenever I become lethargic, I don't have anything really good to day in terms of any trials, tribulations, or relevations occur. I'm watching the food tv netwook and everyone is making Oysters.

Speaking of theories, I have another one, so I use to shove anything in my mouth in terms of food because well you kinda have to eat and sometimes I'd eat oysters and squid and stuff like that. One time I had raw baby scallops, everyone's like it's just a delacy and all this hoopla, but I just realized i'm gonna stop eating that stuff. I mean I don't like it, so why should I eat it. Also, then I may as well let someone who really enjoys it eat it instead of me just trying to get it down my throat and drink lots of water after that.
My theories, "it's a good thing."

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