Diary of Goddess: Life Lessons Learned

I started this blog in HS, when I was this materialistic, but saying I wasn't materialistic first to start a blog and thought my life was so fab since all I did was school, shop, & friends. Fast forward 4 years later, I became this college student that realized that college life wasn't like the movies and MY struggle began...Some 10 years from HS and here I am, living my dream of going to law school, bringing a whole new meaning to MY struggle…

Sunday, June 30, 2002

i am so utterly sick of girls @ this point in my life. it's basically like i can't win. one moment i feel like i need another girlfriend, and the next moment i rememeber all the shit that girls have put me through. i truely don't understand how girls operate...
i mean i consider myself a pretty considerate guy, that would basically make himself poor trying to make a girl happy. i'm debating whether or not i should start being an asshole to girls like the other 70% of guys in my age group. someone tell me what i'm doing wrong. i'm intelligent, i'm wear expensive clothes, i consider myself decent looking, i am well mannered, i'm well groomed, i'm semi-humorous, i think i have a good personality, i'm single, and i'm mature. what is it that girls want? because obviously i'm in the dark. do i need a sports car, or a house to attract women? should i call fox and see if they'll do a television show to help me find a girlfriend? i see great girls with fucking asshole guys all the time. do girls need guys to be "trophys" that they can show off to their fellow girl friends? if so, i'm going to start playing by my own rules...

Same boy, is he really that vapid? I think if someone said, "get a sports car," he'd do it.