No. 1

Diaries are strange, you've often think they should be personal, yet there's alway this feeling of wanting someone to read it. Maybe that's why I did this. Not just because I want people to read it, but maybe because I want to know if people think about the stuff I think aobut too. I'm sure that i'm not the only one that has these thoughts nor I am sure that people think I'm some idiot. I'm not afraid of what you'll think, because I think I'm doing this to put "me" on the map of the WorldWideWeb.

I had the worst day today and it really makes me sad. Not just because I had a shitty day, but it's because I let myself be who I am and I don't like it. It's not PMS or anything, but I just get mad over these stupid things. I get pissed because I can't have it my way when really I should learn to compromise, which will probably not make my blood pressure rise so much, but no, I sit and I whine and about to cry untill either it's over or I get my way. What does that say about me? Yea, i'm really spoiled, but I know I am and yet I appreciate what my parents do for me therefore I cherish the moments that are spoiled. I want stuff, but it's always leads me to knowing that i'm really forunate for what I have. What does that say about me? Am I really spoiled, or do I know my boundaries?

Goddess_333